I would have been 40 weeks pg (I am still trying to figure out why my due date was 5/7/09. Yet another reason we left my first OB, lol).
Anyway, long story short, I survived! No tears, not really overwhelmingly sad. Just filled with peace.
Miss California (Yes, the same one who is being burned at the stake right now for voicing her opinion when asked for it-yet another topic I could speak for hours on but won't in this entry) said on the Today Show last week following her loss at the Miss USA pageant "It was not in God's plan for me to win last night." It hit me like a ton of bricks. It wasn't in God's plan for me to have Buddha be just ours. So be it. As the hymn says "It is well with my soul".
Moving on. My test date in Monday. I doubt I'm pregnant this cycle. Ben had his SA the same day I O'ed, we didn't sex it up prior to my O date because of his SA, etc, etc. It would take a miracle, which I believe can happen. Time will tell. I'm not really counting on it though.
Boulder Ridge Zoo
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